bokeh
.
it felt so primitive to be here in the 21st century
hardwired up to computer interfaced recording devices
that obviously interfere with ones normal processes
but here we are believing in progress
i just hope that something can come out of this
that will assist me in actually getting a restful sleep
the frustration of sleeping for eight hours a night
and being exhausted in the day is massive
.
.
as we shrug off the weight of so much story
so much definition
of who we think we are
we are left with an emptiness
a new field upon which to build
no longer inhibited
by history
nor encumbered
by its limited definitions
of action and outcome
we are ready to become
who we really are
.